NETBALL

Tuesday, August 3, 2010

heloo..at kuz's house now waiting for my mom. haiz. hw did i end up here u may ask, well i ll explain in awhile. i got to know that my relative passed away..=( * may his soul rest in peace and diringankn seksa dikuburnya. ameen* so since i am having mixed feelings now, i ll categorise my post in feelings. lol.

FRUSTRATION

so the issue is, i didnt want to go for the kenduri. not because i dint want to, it was because i have this trauma with mayats. i know its bad, bt i had a bad experience. haiz. ok so then we decided on where to meet and stuff. and i suggested meeting her at redhill mrt. she din agree, she told me to go to granny's house. so ok fine, aft much persuation yg tk menjadi, i went to nenek's house. then halfway in the bus reaching granny's house oledi, she texted and asked me to go redhill mrt. -___-" so aft the 'discussion', she told me to go to kuz's house. so tts y. haiz. stress kejap. ibu u have to stop being fickeled minded noe. bt nevertheless i love u.

INJUSTICE

whats with this guy trying to burn the Quran??
i watched the vid at FB tooh. and i am like..WHAT??! ur reasons are soo not realistic and true k. u tink only abt urself and u judge us by thgs that u dun even knw the real story is! u talk abt our laws and ppl in the specific countries. U DUN KNOW OUR LAWS. how well do u know it? u talk abt us being teh devil's religion? u see us going arnd burning bibles?? hu is the devil nw? what u do to us, we dont do to u, what does that show? u sae abt how the ppl at arabic countries are like, bt are they ALL muslims? do u know in depth about our religion? what gvs u the right to do such thg and say that its right to do and judge us and make our religion look like its bad? y criticize us? are all teh ppl in ur religion pious ppl? do all of them do as what the bible tells them to? are u being fair?? everywhere there are racist jokes about OUR religion. the INJUSTICE. the HUMILIATION. u burn our holy book, YOU are the devil. u are a selfless man. and i pity you

my fellow muslims and muslimahs. its time we b strng and b v v v patient. let the non-believers do what they want. let ALLAH deal with them if we really cnt do anythg animore. do not fight bc teh wrng way because that is not what Rasulullah s.a.w taught us. ISLAM is a peaceful religion and we uphold to Nabi Muhammad's teachings. we are ISLAM. and WE ARE PROUD. let them judge us eventho it is not true, i believe that all those that do wrng will be punished one day. be it muslims or non-believers, so let them b. u can burn our holy book, bt u cnt burn our spirit. u cnt burn our beliefs. u cant burn us. so good luck trying.

FEAR

thers this problem with my knee since 2 yrs ago. an injury that i din get checked for quite some time. so the thg is, it has been acting up on and off again. and alot of ppl are asking me to go get it checked. the thg is, i want tooh. bt one, what if its nothg serious? then it ll be a waste of money and time ryt? then like..if so then i am soo the ngada2 lor. kne cket pon tkle. haiz. nisa so the baby. then the other thg that is reali affecting y i dun wana go is that...DOCTORS. i hate them. i hate hospitals, clinics, u name it..i hate everythg to do with doctors. gvs me the chills. dun ask me y. haiz. bt will b going tmr wit tomato. just tt am super scared. and like..um..haiz. nehmind la.

MEGA HAPPY

hw else shud i put it in...ehem2...IRSYAD GRLS WON CHAMPIONS FOR IMG2010 OVERALL!!! WOOOOOT2!! hahaha. i am super happy that they got champions this yr. aft soo many yrs trying and trying to overcome the underdogs, we finally did it. u grls finally did it. and i am very very happy and proud of each and everyone of them.
CONGRATULATIONS BADMINTON, NETBALL, CAPTAINSBALL AND ATHLETICS GRLS!! CONGRATULATIONS SIR E!! CONGRATULATIONS SUPPORTERS!! CONGRATULATIONS EVERYONE!!

it is something that we all should be proud about. like..OMG. we won! it is really an accomplishment that u grls deserve. WELL DONE IRSYAD GRLS. u have done the school proud. =D

my dear T, u are a strng willed grl and does thgs wit all her heart. i believe in you and i understnd what u are going thru. do not let that brg u dwn k. byk bersabar. hey u are T! u are strong! u are the best there wil ever b. u might nt believe it bt i do. and i am greatful everyday that u are by my side at every step in my life. u are truly a gd fren and i cud nt ask fr anythg better. dont think too much yea. it wun do u any gd. me HEARTS u many2. =) we ll go thru tiz tgt wun we? we are PnT! ppl dun like it, they cn very well angkat kaki n blah. coz its their problem nt ours=) chin up..hold ur head up high and clear ur mind..HUGS

ok im done. venting it out to T and here helps alot. well tts life ryt? full of ups and dwns. shit happens so we have to just take it and turn it arnd into somethg that wil benifit us and makes us happy. life is short anyway, soon my time will come so i should make the best out of life while i am stil given one. end=)

PEACE

Labels: ups and dwns

playing at 9:58 PM