Have been On earth Since 30041991
And Lives On earth. wee~
Started my early education @ AMP.
then spent 11 years of my life at
MADRASAH AL-IRSYAD AL-ISLAMIAH.
currently at REPUBLIC POLYTECHNIC.
Hopefully will be taking DEGREE in a year's
time INSYALLAH.
Me AmoRe’...
TOMATO=) and KUZZIE=]
the 2 bdk belos xD
Netbolalers! BODEX!
not 4getting my bed. lappy and baby hunney n jr!
CraZY over sports.
NETBALL FREAK. woooo~
an ANIMAL LOVER! animal abusers STAY AWAY!!
I live my own life.
LIVE IT. LOVE IT. DEAL WITH IT.
P&T is LOVED. PeaCe=]
I pen down everything & anything that comes to mind
I put language to actions happening before my eyes.
Ignorance is the best medicine if you are full of abhorrence.
Don't like what i wrote? Don't read lorrr. simple as that=].
Monday, June 13, 2011
All my life i've waited for the right moment to let you know i dont wanna let you go oh now i realize there's just no perfect time to confess how i feel this much i know is real so i refuse to waste one more second without you knowing my heart
chorus:
baby cause i dont need anything else but your love nothing but you means a thing to me i'm incomplete when you're not there holding me touching me elsewhere how long the risk could just dissapear and i will not even care as long as you're there take this word dont let them go unheard this is me reaching out
i hope you can hear me now this pain in my heart stands stay taking is yours to break having to try and lose then keep this love from you so i refuse to waste one more second without you knowing my heart
(repeat chorus)
bridge: each day and i that i kept it a secret and it killed me it's time to share what i feel inside
playing at 1:45 PM
Sunday, January 30, 2011
There's a song that's inside of my soul Its the one that I've tried to write over and over again I will wake in the end when it calls But you sing to me over and over and over again
Chorus: So I lay my head back down And I lift my hands and pray to be only yours I pray to be only yours I know now you're my only hope
Sing to me the song of the stars Of your galaxy dancing and laughing and laughing again When it feels like my dreams are so far Sing to me of the plans that you have for me over again
So I lay my head back down And I lift my hands and pray to be only yours I pray to be only yours I know now you're my only hope
I give you my destiny I'm giving you all of me I want your symphony Singing in all that I am At the top of my lungs I'm giving you all
So I lay my head back down And I lift my hands and pray to be only yours I pray to be only yours i pray to be only yours I know now you're my only hope
OMG. i find myself getting lazier and lazier to blog. urghh. its gona be dead soon and i dun want that. so here goes. ahhaha.
T has been on a trip to muar. still waiting for her to come back. hehe. hope she is having loads of fun. i miss her crazy and soolengeness. lols. she promised to write me an essay wen she get back on wat happened. XD minimum 1000 words taw k makcik. ahhahah.
so while T was away having fun, i am at home. doing chores -_____-'' yes my family decided not to take another maid after my last one went home. so we have been doing all the chores for awhile now and i m getting the hang of it myself. bt stil kinda wish ther was a maid tho. lol. perangai pemalas i know. XD
so it has been 1 week of our 2 week hols now. so not looking forward to go to skul. haiz. i am reali in no mood to go to skl yet. hols is wher i gt to relax. not go skul and do chores and stuff. haiz...IIP meetings..UT talks...bla bla...NOOWAYYY!! dotzz...but ohwells..tts life ryt? u dun alwaes get wat u want. but i cnt deny that the first week of our hols was AWESOME. for 4 SUPER AWESOME days i had a reali great time=D bt i guess that will be the only great time imma get during these hols. cnt wait for tuesday tho, finally gona meet T and bby=) after having 4 days stuck at home...fats accumalate u knw? XD time to do some exercises bebeh =D
SHOPPING MADNESS!!! went shopping with my mom, sis and maid just now. maid is going home on th 6th and so we went shopping so that she can spend a few to brg home. hee. so as we all know, or just me and my family and T, i only shop once a year. and when that time comes, i go CRAZY!! i bought so many things just now. like OMG. ahhaha. bought T s suprise too. u ll find out tmr oni T, dun b so excited and bug me to tell u wat it is k. XD
so i bought new jeans, a shirt, and a brand new shoe!! ahhaha. ADIDAS KAU! liek OMG. soo nice!! THX MOMMY!!! i finally have a new shoe and its GREEN TOO!!! =DD bought a few other thgs i shall not mention here coz then it ll ruin the suprise for T *winkwink* and that marks the part 1 shopping spree. =D my maid, mom and sis bought stuff too. it was a grls day out mann. like criusly grls day out. we spend like nobody's business. HAHHAA. there will be a part 2 nxt wk. on sunday. we ll be going to another place to shop. going Jusco. went Angsana just now. yes its msia ppl. but heyy...ITS CHEAP!! and im on a shopping mode. so i dun gv a damn. i just wna shop. ahahha!
T's at granny's house now. she went to a wedding ceremony just now. hope shes doing ok. i miss her alot=( cnt wait fr tmr. so gona have alot of fun with her. i olwaes have so much fun with her=) I m so glad to have met u dear friend=D <3
sch have been ok so far. not gd, not bad. thgs gtting v boring in sch nowdaes. need smthg to perk me up more. dotz. ahha. things are stil holding up without granny arnd. i miss her. alot. stil cnt believe that she is gone bt...we have to move on ryt? hmm...saturdays are not the same without her arnd tho. i miss her presence so much. at times, i just cnt help bt to reminisce. i hope she knws i love her alot b4 she left. i hope she knws that when she left us, alot of good blessings were left behind to the family. i hope she is resting in peace. watching us as we carry on with life. till teh day we join her in the world after.
HAPPY 10th MONTH FRENDIVASARY TOMATO! =D i din expect today would turn up so differently. i planned for a movie and smal gift but thgs got the better of me when i fell sick. in teh end, you took care of me and we spend time at the doctor and your house, sleeping. dotz. ahhaha. aniwaes. thk u for the great day today dear. it has been 10 months since we have been friends and i cherish u everyday. not once have i regret knowing you and i hope you know that you are a fine, special young lady who has alot of potential and heart. ME LOVES YOU SO MUCH DEAR FRIEND!!
will make it up to you when i am better kays. love u lots. do take care and hydrate for that ulcer in your throat tho. and dun even think of not doing it coz i ll know. ahhaaha. tc sweets=)
I remember you chasing me around at home when i was little. with a cane in your hand asking me to bathe. you would scream at me and tell me to do my homework, and eat. and wake me up in the morning. send me down to my transport to bring me to preschool. the estate was my playground. you calling me from the window when my cuzzins and me were playing at the playground from dawn to dusk. asking me to perform my prayers whenever i forget. and as i grow up, i moved out. we meet every saturdays only. even so..i loved going there every sat.
i remember you asking me if i am coming the week after. i remember u asking me to stay over at your house and keep you company. i remember you making the jelly just for me cause you know i only like yours. i remember you making conversation with me the few times i slept over at your house. i remember you sitting in the room with me the morning before i leave for school. your smile. the way you shower me with your love and care all these years. no matter the distance. no matter who or what am i. you loved me nevertheless.
i still cant believe you have left us once and for all. i am still in shock. why did you leave so early? why did you leave so suddenly? why did you leave without saying goodbye? you were smiling and laughing with us last saturday. you went out with our aunts and uncles last sun. i kissed your forehead and cheeks before i left. you sat with me and kkfid in the kitchen when we are eating and you were fine. what happened? why did you go so soon. im not ready to say goodbye just yet. i still want you in my life. i regret not saying 'I Love You' to you everytime we meet. i regret not showing you how much i appreciate you. i regret not hugging you so tight and not letting go when i should. why must you go so soon...
it was very unexpected of you to leave us like this. i understand its your time. and that HE loves you so much that he takes you away from us to go to a better place. but seeing you..lifeless on the bed. kissing you for the last time. staying by your side the whole time. i miss you. so much. i cnt believe your gone. i want it all to be a prank. seeing you going in the grave. covered up by the soil. saying my last goodbye. i just cant let it go. im stil in disbelief. i hope its not too late to say this. I LOVE YOU.
DEAR ALLAH, Ampunknlah dose2 nenekku. luasknlah kuburnya. ringanknlah seksa kuburnya. sejukkn la keadaan didalam kuburnya dan akhirat nnt. beriknlah nenekku kesenangan untuk menjwp soalan2 yg akn ditanya oleh malaikat mungkar and nangkir nnt.
so while T was away having fun, i am at home. doing chores -_____-'' yes my family decided not to take another maid after my last one went home. so we have been doing all the chores for awhile now and i m getting the hang of it myself. bt stil kinda wish ther was a maid tho. lol. perangai pemalas i know. XD
SHOPPING MADNESS!!!
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